How I think of myself, and how I act, do not always proceed hand in hand. I think of myself as strong and capable, but when push comes to shove, I find myself overwhelmed and ready to hide. At the moment, I am dealing with a professional bully, and I am feeling very stymied. I want to stand up and make it different, but instead I try to find a way around, someone else to take the tough position, I retreat. I don't retreat in order to give up the field, but to figure out a more successful strategy, but I want to be the person who already has the answer.
Dating. Interesting concept. New one to me, but I'm trying to stay with the idea that by meeting more different people, I will learn more about what I want and how to state that to others and see that I can achieve it. Interesting that this is where my train of thought heads.
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